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oh i think i have a request 🤭 maybe max starts to date reader cause of a bet but he ends up actually falling in love with her…kinda angst but maybe fluffy and happy ending as well?
The Bet and The Fall
Pairing: Max Verstappen x Reader
Summary: Max starts dating you on a bet never expecting to fall for you, but as your relationship grows he must confront the fallout of his careless gamble.
4k words / Masterlist
You never thought the end of your year would involve Max Verstappen.
The first time you saw him, he’d been exactly what you expected. Quick wit, easy smirk, and just enough arrogance to carry the weight of his success. He’d walked into the bar with a confidence that commanded attention, his laughter spilling into the room like it belonged there. And maybe it did.
You didn’t think much of him then. He was just another face, another fleeting encounter on a night out. But fate or something cruelly ironic had other plans.
It started with an accident, a spill of your drink when you turned too quickly, bumping straight into him. His reflexes were sharp, of course, the glass never hit the ground.
"Smooth," he’d said, voice tinged with amusement as he set the glass down.
You’d laughed it off, brushing away your embarrassment. "Thanks for the save. You’re faster off track than I thought."
That had earned a raised brow and a crooked grin. "You know who I am?"
"I’m not living under a rock."
Max shrugged, a small smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth. “You don’t look like the type who goes to parties like this.”
Your laugh was genuine, surprising even yourself. “And what does that mean exactly?”
"Nothing bad." he said, watching you closely. "But I’m good at reading people."
"And what do you read from me?"
He chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “Just… you seem like you’re trying to figure out how you ended up here.”
“You’re not wrong,” you admitted, glancing around the room. “I’m here because my friend insisted. Apparently I need to ‘live a little.’”
Max’s smile widened, and there was something disarming about it, “And are you? Living a little?”
You shrugged, feeling oddly at ease despite the absurdity of the situation. “I guess I am now.”
He’d offered to replace your drink, and you’d let him, thinking it was nothing more than a kind gesture. He shifted slightly closer, the noise of the party fading into the background as the two of you talked.
The conversation flowed more easily than you expected. Max was charming in a way that felt unpolished, his humour dry and his smile boyish despite the confidence he carried. He asked questions about you, what you did, where you were from, and he actually seemed interested in your answers.
At some point, you forgot who he was. You forgot that you were talking to someone whose life was splashed across headlines and social media. And when your best friend eventually came to drag you away, Max had looked genuinely disappointed.
When he asked for your number as you were standing up to leave, you hesitated.
"I don’t usually do this," you admitted, handing him your phone anyway.
"I don’t either," he replied, though the glint in his eyes made you doubt that.
Still, he’d texted you the next day and slowly things started to unfold.
What you didn’t know at the time was that across the room someone had been watching the entire interaction with a smirk plastered on their face.
Max had been sitting at a table with his friends earlier that night, a drink in his hand and an argument brewing. It wasn’t unusual competitive personalities clashed even off the track. But tonight Daniel had been relentless, poking at Max’s habits, his so-called inability to "settle down."
"You don’t even know how to date properly," Daniel joked. "I bet you wouldn’t last two weeks with a normal girl."
Max rolled his eyes. "And what does that even mean?"
"It means," Daniel said, grin widening, "you’re all about control. You don’t let anyone in unless you’ve already decided it’s worth your time. Where’s the fun in that? Where’s the spontaneity?"
Max scoffed. "You’re talking like I don’t know how to have a real relationship."
"Because you don’t," Daniel shot back, laughing. "Prove me wrong. Bet you wouldn’t last a month with someone who isn’t already part of your world. No models, no influencers, no one born into racing. A normal person. You’d combust."
Max leaned back, unimpressed. "I could date anyone I wanted."
Daniel’s eyes gleamed with mischief. "Alright, Verstappen. Prove it." He gestured toward the bar, where you stood unaware of their gaze. "Her. One month. Bet you can’t do it."
Max followed Daniel’s line of sight, lips twitching as he took you in. You were laughing at something a friend had said, head tossed back, easy and unguarded. There was no designer handbag, no polished effort to impress.
Max smirked, arrogance slipping easily into his voice. "Easy."
"Oh, is it?" Daniel teased. "She doesn’t look like the type to fall for your usual tricks mate."
"She’ll fall," Max said, confidence unwavering. "They always do."
Daniel arched an eyebrow. "Alright then." He held out his hand. "If you pull it off drinks are on me for the rest of the year."
Max clasped Daniel’s hand without hesitation. "Deal."
What he didn’t anticipate was how easy it would be to approach you or how different you would be from what he expected. When he wandered over to the bar, leaning casually against the counter, he didn’t have to try hard to strike up a conversation. You were warm, quick-witted, and entirely uninterested in the weight of his name.
You didn’t look at him like he was Max Verstappen, Formula 1 World Champion. You looked at him like he was just a guy who spilled your drink and owed you a new one. It caught him off guard, that refreshing lack of pre-tense.
Max had meant for it to be a game, a challenge to prove his point. What he didn’t realise then was that he’d just placed a bet against his own heart. And for the first time in his life, he was about to lose.
Looking back, you’d wonder if you should have noticed the cracks sooner.
Everything felt perfect. Max was attentive, charming, and surprisingly easy to talk to. He wasn’t just the Max Verstappen the world saw he was softer with you, more thoughtful. He’d remember small details, how you liked your coffee, the book you were reading, the song stuck in your head.
He made you laugh too, really laugh, the kind that bubbled up unexpectedly, catching you off guard, leaving your cheeks aching and your stomach fluttering. And when he kissed you for the first time his hands cradled your face, careful and deliberate, like he was afraid you might slip through his fingers if he wasn’t gentle enough. There was something almost reverent about the way he touched you, like he was holding something fragile, something precious, something he wasn’t sure he deserved but wasn’t willing to let go of either, and when he finally pulled back, his forehead resting lightly against yours, his thumb tracing the edge of your jaw, you realised something terrifying.
You had fallen fast, and you had fallen hard.
What you didn’t know was that Max hadn’t expected to fall at all.
A month came and went, but by then Max wasn’t counting anymore. The bet was long forgotten, buried under the weight of late-night conversations, stolen glances, and the way your laugh seemed to echo in his mind long after you were gone.
At first, it was easier to ignore the way something shifted in his chest whenever you were around, the way his mind drifted to you even in moments when he should have been focused. He told himself it was just intrigue, a fleeting distraction that would fade once the bet was over. But then, moment by moment, the reality became impossible to ignore.
It was the way you laughed, unrestrained, unselfconscious. The kind of laugh that made people turn their heads, infectious and full of life. The way you talked with your hands, so animated and expressive that he found so captivating. The way you challenged him, never intimidated by his sharp edges or his reputation, meeting him head-on with quick wit, making him feel like he didn’t have to be Verstappen, the calculated driver, the public figure, with you he could just be Max.
He fell without realising it, like slipping into a warm bath, slow, comforting, inevitable.
The tipping point came on what should have been a regular, quiet evening at your place. You’d insisted on cooking dinner for him brushing off his protests about how he could just order something instead. The kitchen was chaos, vegetables half-chopped, sauce simmering too quickly, flour dusting your shirt, but you didn’t seem to care. You were too busy laughing at yourself, muttering about how you were definitely not cut out for MasterChef.
“Come on Verstappen,” you teased, tossing him an apron. “You can’t be a world champion and not know how to chop an onion.”
Max caught the apron midair, a mock look of horror on his face. “I don’t think that’s in the championship requirements.”
“Well it’s in mine,” you quipped, tying your own apron behind your back. “Get chopping.”
Max leaned against the counter, watching you with an expression that would have given him away in an instant if you’d turned to look at him.
“You’re staring,” you teased after a while.
He smirked. “Maybe I like what I’m seeing.”
You rolled your eyes, but the blush on your cheeks betrayed you.
It was a simple moment, but it lodged itself in Max’s chest like a permanent fixture. He knew then it wasn’t just intrigue or infatuation, he loved you. And that terrified him.
The closer you got, the harder it became for him to bury the truth. He tried telling himself it didn’t matter, the bet had been stupid, something meaningless that had quickly been replaced by something real. But every time he saw the trust in your eyes, every time you looked at him like he was the best thing to ever happen to you, the guilt churned in his stomach.
There were nights he barely slept, lying awake in bed with the weight of it pressing down on him. What if you found out? What if you looked at him with disgust, walked away without giving him the chance to explain? He couldn’t risk it. He couldn’t lose you.
Every moment with you, big or small, was another thread tying him closer to you. He didn’t know how it happened so fast, but he couldn’t imagine his life without you in it. You were his home, his safe place, and he was hopelessly, irrevocably in love with you.
One evening, the two of you sat curled up on the couch in his Monaco apartment, a movie playing in the background that neither of you was paying much attention to. You rested your head on his chest, and he pressed a kiss to your hair, his heart aching with how perfect it felt.
But then you spoke. “You’re quiet tonight. Everything okay?”
The words made his chest tighten. You always noticed. Even the smallest shifts in his mood never escaped your attention.
“I’m fine,” he said quickly, forcing a smile. “Just tired.”
You tilted your head to look at him, your eyes searching his face. “Are you sure? You’d tell me if something was wrong, right?”
The guilt surged, and for a fleeting moment, he considered telling you. The words hovered on the tip of his tongue, but then he imagined the way your expression would change, the way you’d pull away from him, he couldn’t bear it.
Instead he leaned down to kiss you hoping it would be enough to distract you. You sighed into the kiss, your hands finding their way into his hair, and for a moment he let himself believe it was enough.
“I love you,” you murmured against his lips, your voice soft and certain.
He pulled back slightly, his forehead resting against yours. “I love you too,” he said, his voice trembling with the weight of everything he couldn’t say.
He adjusted the blanket over you and pressed another kiss to the top of your head. “Get some sleep liefje.”
Max buried the secret deeper after that night, convincing himself that it was better this way. You wouldn’t forgive him, he was sure of it, and he couldn’t risk losing you.
But the guilt didn’t go away. It lingered like a shadow, growing heavier with every passing day. He started overcompensating, showering you with affection, he’d buy you flowers every day, plan spontaneous dates, and do anything he could to keep you happy.
And it worked. You were happy. You loved him. And Max loved you so much it hurt.
The fear of losing you consumed him. It drove him to be better, to be the man you deserved, but it also ate away at him. He avoided certain conversations, terrified that you’d somehow stumble upon the truth. He cut Daniel off sharply whenever he brought up the bet, even if you were nowhere near, his tone cold and final.
“Don’t,” he snapped when Daniel jokingly mentioned it in passing. “It’s not funny.”
Daniel raised his hands in surrender, the mere mention of the bet made Max’s chest tighten, the fear creeping back in. He couldn’t let you find out because Max knew one thing with absolute certainty, if you ever did he’d lose you.
No matter how hard he tried the fallout was inevitable.
The night had started out like any other, one of those glitzy, over-the-top events Max had to attend where champagne flowed like water and conversations were laced with artificial charm. You had never particularly liked these parties, but for Max you endured them.
Maybe that’s why you had stepped outside. The ballroom was too loud, too stifling, too full of people who smiled too widely and spoke in half-truths. You had wanted air, a moment to breathe away from it all, and then you heard it.
Max’s voice, unmistakable even in the distance, low and edged with something uncharacteristically uneasy. You followed it instinctively, your heels clicking against the marble floors as you rounded the corner toward the balcony. You weren’t eavesdropping, at least that wasn’t the intention but something in his tone made you pause just before stepping into view.
"I didn’t think it’d go this far," Max said, his voice quiet with exasperation. "It was a stupid bet Daniel. A fucking drunk, meaningless bet. And now I—now she—”
His words cut off abruptly like he couldn't even bring himself to say it out loud, but the damage was already done.
Your heart stopped.
The world seemed to tilt under your feet, the music and laughter from the party fading into white noise. Bet. The word hit you like a punch to the stomach, knocking the air from your lungs.
You didn’t hear the rest. You didn’t need to.
A choked breath escaped your lips before you could stop it, and that tiny sound was enough to break whatever bubble of secrecy Max had been operating in. His head snapped toward you, his eyes widening in alarm as he registered your presence.
"Shit," he muttered, his entire body tensing.
You didn’t wait for an explanation. Your feet were already moving, the panic clawing at your throat as you turned on your heel and pushed past the doors leading inside. You needed to get out.
"Wait—"
Max was already chasing after you, shoving past Daniel, who muttered a quiet curse calling out for Max as he realised what had just happened, but Max didn’t hear him, or maybe he didn’t care. His focus was on you weaving through the crowd as you dodged between people your vision blurred with tears.
When Max found you, you were already halfway out the entrance.
"Wait," he called, his voice raw with panic. "Please just listen it's not what you think—"
"Don’t," you bit out, whirling to face him. "Don’t insult me by pretending this wasn’t exactly what it looks like."
His face crumpled, "It wasn’t supposed to be like this."
"Then what was it supposed to be Max?" Your voice shook, the weight of betrayal pressing down on your chest. "A joke? Something to laugh about with your friends? A game to pass the time until you got bored?"
"No," he said stepping forward, hands reaching for you like he could fix this if he just got close enough. "At first-when we first met I…it doesn’t matter, but not anymore. Not for a long time. I swear, I didn’t mean for this to happen-"
"But it did," you cut him off, voice breaking under the weight of it all. "And you let it happen. You let me believe in this, in you, while you knew—"
"I fell for you too," he rasped, his desperation tangible. "I swear to god, I did. And now I can't—" His breath hitched, words failing him. "I can’t imagine my life without you."
"Stop," you whispered, tears slipping down your cheeks. "You don’t get to say that. Not now. Not when this," you gestured between you, "was built on a lie."
His wiped away his own tear that had fallen. "But we were happy, that was real." he pleaded, voice breaking. "I tried so fucking hard to make you happy everyday, to make everything perfect. Doesn’t that count for something?"
You let out a hollow laugh, shaking your head as fresh pain sliced through you. "No, Max. It doesn’t. Because it was never real. You don’t get to build something on a lie and then act like the good parts outweigh the truth."
He reached for you again, but you stepped back, the distance between you feeling impossibly vast.
"I can't do this, Max. I can't be with someone who—" Your voice faltered. "Someone who made me love them knowing it was never real."
"It is real, I swear I lov-" he pleaded, but you just turned away.
And this time, when you walked away, you didn't look back.
Max tried everything to win you back. Texts, calls, presents, even showing up at your door unannounced. But you ignored him, too hurt to entertain the idea of forgiveness. It wasn’t until over a month later that he finally got through to you.
A knock at your door interrupted the quiet of your evening. You weren’t expecting anyone. And when you peeked through the peephole, your stomach twisted. Max, again.
You hesitated, fingers hovering over the lock, but before you could turn away his voice came through the door, muffled but unmistakably determined.
"I’m not leaving until you talk to me."
You sighed, pressing your forehead against the wood. A couple of weeks ago you would have let him sit there all night. Now, all you felt was confused. But… you unlocked it, pulling it open just enough that you could stand in the door.
"Max—"
"Wait," he cut in gently, his eyes desperate. "Please. Just let me say this."
"I messed up," he admitted, his voice raw with regret. "I know I did. And part of me wishes I could go back and never agree to the stupid bet, to stop it before it ever started." He swallowed hard, his eyes searching yours. "But I can’t. And the truth is… I don’t know if I’d want to."
You reached for the door, but he pressed on.
"Because the bet led me to you. And I don’t regret that. I regret lying. I regret hurting you. But I could never regret you." His voice broke slightly. "I love you. Not because of some stupid decision, but because of who you are."
He took a step closer to the door careful, like he knew he was balancing on a knife’s edge.
"Because of the way you ramble when you're excited. The way you always text me when you see something that reminds you of me, no matter how small. The way you—" He let out a shaky breath. "The way you make me feel like I've finally found something that matters more than everything I ever thought I wanted”
"I know I don’t deserve another chance," he continued, voice softer now. "But if you’ll let me, I’ll spend the rest of my life proving that I’m not the guy who made that bet. I’m the guy who loves you. And I swear, I will never stop trying to be better for you."
Silence wrapped around you both. You swallowed hard, fighting against the warmth creeping into the cracks he had just reopened. "You had months Max. Months to tell me the truth. And you didn’t. You let me find out like that…why?”
His fingers twitched at his sides, and for a long moment he just stared at the ground, his breath coming uneven.
"Because I was scared," he admitted, "scared that if I told you, I’d lose you. That you’d look at me like you did that night, like I was just a mistake you regretted. I kept telling myself I’d find the right time, that I’d make it up to you before you ever had to know, and I fell for you, really fell, and suddenly telling you felt like handing you a reason to walk away."
For all the ways you wanted to stay angry, to hold onto the betrayal, there was something devastating about the way he said it.
"So you lied instead," you murmured.
His lips pressed together, his head bowing slightly. "I did. And it was the worst decision I’ve ever made." His eyes lifted back to yours, full of something desperate. "But I swear to you, losing you showed me exactly what kind of man I never want to be again."
"I don’t know if I can trust you again," you whispered.
Max nodded, no trace of frustration, just quiet determination. "I’ll earn it," he vowed. "No matter how long it takes."
Your gaze flickered to the flowers in his hands. Slowly, hesitantly, you reached out, fingertips brushing against his as you took them.
It wasn’t a yes. Not yet.
But it wasn’t a no, either.
And the way his lips parted slightly, the hope in his eyes you knew he’d wait for as long as you needed. A beat passed before you sighed and pushed the door open wider.
"Come in, just for a bit."
He paused, like he was afraid to move too fast, but the second you stepped back he followed slipping inside. You set the flowers down on the counter, fingers brushing over the petals as you tried to steady yourself.
"You’ve been eating right?" he asked a flicker of that familiar concern in his expression.
You huffed a small, reluctant laugh. "Seriously? That’s your first question after all that?"
Max shrugged, tentative in his smile. "I’ve been worried."
You rolled your eyes, but your chest ached in a way you hadn’t let yourself acknowledge in weeks. You had missed him, his presence, his quiet care, the way he always paid attention to the little things.
"Yes, I’ve been eating," you said, shifting your weight awkwardly.
"Good." He nodded, then hesitated. "Can I—sit?"
You hesitated to, then gave him a small nod. "Yeah. Just… don’t push your luck."
Max smiled at that, he walked over to the couch sitting at the far end, after a moment you sat down to, tucking your legs beneath you. Neither of you spoke at first. The air still felt heavy, but not unbearable. Max rubbed his palms over his thighs, glancing at you before looking away again.
"This is weird," you admitted.
"Yeah," he agreed, a ghost of a smile tugging at his lips. "But not bad, right?"
You exhaled, staring down at your hands. "Not bad."
His grin widened, "Let’s order something, whatever you want.” his voice dropped, teasing. "Just don’t steal my fries."
"Who says I’d want your fries?" you murmured.
Max smirked. "You always want my fries."
You huffed dramatically, turning your attention back to your phone. "Fine. I’ll order my own. Happy?"
"Not yet," he murmured, the teasing edge in his voice softening into something else. "But I’m getting there."
You chuckled, rolling your eyes, but the warmth creeping into your chest was impossible to ignore. No, it wasn’t forgiveness. Not yet. But later when Max stole a fry from your box, grinning at you like he hadn’t just started a war you realised it was a start, a real one.
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Hello, I was hoping you take requests. If you do, can I please request one with Nightwing where the reader is his best friend and she gets kidnapped by the Joker and is badly hurt and how he deals with it? Thank you very much!
I Told You So
Summary: Dick remembers the risks of befriending civilians when you disappear one day.
Word Count: 2.7K
Notes: Dear anon, I hope that you still hang around my blog, and I'm so sorry this took so long to get to you after angstober. I had so many other ways to take the themes, but I opted for a more subtle approach. I hope it is close to what you were looking for. 💙
I'm working through my requests! I love getting these in my inbox so for everyone that has sent one, please know that I LOVE seeing these prompts and I plan to do all of them. Warnings for graphic descriptions of injuries and violence and a slightly shaky fic. Getting back into the swing of things! (Also want to say I went back through my blog and re-read every comment and reblog tags that people have left and I love that people love my work so much.)
Reblogging will summon Nightwing to be your Valentines this year! 💙💙💙
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Dick had told himself not to be friends with civilians way back when he had started being a vigilante. It had been a quiet sentence that he had uttered to himself in the depths of his mind, and one that was overshadowed by his personality at every moment from then. It was almost like a defunct rule that just sat there for the sake of playing on his conscious.
By nature, he was too outgoing, too eager to involve himself in the community and connect with the people that he fought for. He wanted to help the kids at the orphanage when he made trips with Bruce, he wanted to talk to those gathered around food trucks getting cheap meals because their apartments had been destroyed in last week’s bad clash with Scarecrow. He wanted that connection, which let him keep Dick Grayson away from the suit. The suit that called to him like a siren. If he wasn't careful, he'd end up just like Bruce, a shattered reflection unable to distinguish who was looking back at him at the end of the day. Another martyr who had sacrificed his soul and let the kevlar devour him wholly.
So, when he hung out with you, he was Dick. You reminded him that he was Dick Grayson, and the pressure that sat in his chest always eased. You had met when he took Haley in for her shots, a dimly lit vet clinic with underpaid staff and underfunded equipment.
"Sorry about that." you chuckle, head dipping down to nod at your own dog, who was pulling at the lead to get to Haley. Dick waved it off, laughing as he relaxed the lead in his hand. Haley ran circles around your golden labrador, tail wagging in excitement. Your hands brushed and fumbled with each other as you tried to awkwardly untangle the leads, pulling your dog’s apart when you could.
"Don't worry, Haley gets excited too." he smiles, crouching down to pet your own pup. He stares at Dick with black glossy eyes, tail waving back and forth as he tries to lick Dick's face, making him laugh. "What's the name?"
"Darty." you smile back, your companion turning his head back to look at you as he hears his name. "He's a good boy." you coo, rubbing his head. Dick scratches behind his ears before Haley gets jealous, nipping at the sleeves of his navy jacket with a whine.
"Ah, ah, gentle. I love you too." he laughs, a hand on each dog to keep them happy.
From then on you two had bonded over walks int he dog park and afternoon coffee while your canine friends played tug of war in front of your bench. It was hard to find people he considered friends, much less his best one. He was best friends with Wally still, and he was the person Dick went to when he was having troubles in his vigilante life. When he couldn’t take the stress of watching Bruce have another episode, something that was beginning to frequent more and more. He went to Wally when he needed favours called in, and he was stuck in bed with bruising so bad he looked like he’d picked a fight with a semi-truck (although Bane really felt like that at times). But with you, he could talk about things that annoyed him. He could complain about little things, like how the coffee shop on the corner near his apartment didn't taste the same now that they changed management, or the fact that the rain had brought even more potholes to the Gotham streets, making driving a nightmare. Sometimes Dick fell so deep into those conversations with you, wrapped up in the way that you laughed or nodded along, that some days he thought he himself was an ordinary civilian.
But there were times like these that the little sentence came back from the corner of his mind that he pushed it into.
Where it came taunting him in that sing song voice, saying 'I told you so'.
Where he was reminded why he had tried to make the rule against befriending citizens.
He had noticed when you didn't make the puppy play date on Thursday like usual, Haley sitting sadly like her owner as they both waited for their friends. He had sent a quick text, 'Are you ok??' but wrote it off that there was just a good chance that you were sick, considering the flu that had swept your workplace the week before.
So, the civilian in Dick gave it the benefit of the doubt.
The next day you still hadn't responded, despite Dick knowing that you didn't work the Fridays. He rolled over, checking his phone with blurry eyes to see no new messages on his notification centre. He had had a rough patrol the night before and his muscles ached from misjudging a rooftop and landing harshly, so he let himself sleep in. You would surely respond later when you had time, and if you really were sick then he knew you wouldn't be awake till past noon.
So, the civilian in Dick rolled back over and caught up on sleep from the night shift.
However, when Saturday hit, he got the notice from Bruce that he was needed. Dick had spent the day in increased worry, knocking at your door around lunchtime only to receive no answer. The road was bumpy as he drove the bike back to the manor, wheels hitting potholes too wide to avoid properly. His frown deepened when he finally made it back to the manor, spotting Jason's bike out the front too. He dismounted, shaking the light rain from his hair. The dusk was being quickly swallowed by Gotham's signature rain clouds, so he shoved his hands in his pockets and hurried inside, greeting Alfred on his way down to the cave.
The sentence popped up in the forefront of his mind as he took sight of everyone in the cave.
Bruce turned from the Bat computer, already in suit and cowl. Stephanie sat to his left; hip propped up against a table. Tim was suited up, still focused on the strings of numbers and texts flashing across the bat computer screen.
"Glad to see you could make it." Jason says gruffly, brushing past him. He was still in his riding gear, hair tousled from the helmet. Dick nods back, a flash of understanding passing through the two brothers.
"What's the situation?" he asks, coming to stand behind Tim's chair, next to Bruce.
"Mass kidnapping." Bruce says, eyes hard and trained on the computer screen.
"Culprit?"
"Joker." Jason fills in, voice distant as he changes on the other side of the room.
"It's pretty bad. Batman and I were investigating a disappearance, but it turns out there was a whole string prior. and now…" he says, tapping the space bar and the screen fills with faces.
"Now we've got twenty gone." Steph fills in, glancing sadly at the screen. "He's been playing a game, and we're losing."
Red crosses begin to flicker across some of the portraits floating in front of him, making him cringe. There were students, professors, and blue-collar workers. Some who seemed to work in an office, some who clearly worked outside. He scanned each face with an X, feeling the pain behind the implications. That's when he froze, and that's when that sentence came back stronger than ever.
I told you so.
He felt a slight tremor in his hand before he clenched it into a fist. His mouth was dry, guilt coursing through him. Maybe it was a rage, maybe it was a sadness. Dick honestly didn’t know how to untangle his emotions in this moment. He just knew that one of those faces up there was you, thankfully free from an X but there, nonetheless.
And the vigilante in Dick died a little inside.
"It’s not his MO." he says tensely. "Doesn't he want the attention of the Batman? It's not like him to do things in the background without announcing himself." he has to croak out, making Tim give him a curious side glance. His younger brother was always smarter than anyone ever gave him credit for.
"I think he's learnt how to self-entertain." Jason hums, appearing at his side with a sour expression. "He's gearing up for something big. Something to lord over the Bat."
"And we aren't going to let that happen." Bruce spoke up, voice stern. "Everyone here is to locate missing civilians while Red Robin and I track down Joker. We need to clear the field of potential casualties. Understood?"
Everyone nodded, but no one understood as painfully as Dick.
When the group broke up to get started, he called you again. It hurt twice as much knowing that the reason you weren't picking up is because that sick bastard had you somewhere. Because he had gotten too comfortable as a civilian that he failed you as a vigilante. If he hadn't given the benefit of the doubt, maybe you'd be here and safe. Maybe if he hadn't rolled over and gone back to sleep, he could have used that time trying to find you instead. If he had done his job, then none of this would have happened.
And maybe that would have been worth being consumed by the suit.
When he does find your signal, his heart nearly leaps from his chest. Everyone else had already entered the field, scouring buildings and known hideouts to just find anyone from the GPD missing persons list. Not Dick. Dick needed to get you back specifically. If there was any benefit to having a vigilante as a best friend, is that he would tear the city apart trying to find you. The downsides being that because of him you were lost in the first place. He sent the location to his phone and races from the manor, adrenaline making his head spin. He takes a car, not trusting himself to slow down on the corners enough to take the bike.
The GPS takes him to a building by the docks, normally active during the day but abandoned in the night. He parks a half block away as to not draw attention and slings his escrima sticks on his back, tugging them once to make sure that they were secure. He scales the shipping containers nearby and slinks out of sight of the security cameras, each muscle in his body primed to flex and twist on command. He balances on a high beam inside the main warehouse, pulling up his wrist where the red flashing dot of your phone blinked at him. He would probably have to buy you a new phone, considering the backdoor program he ran through your signal to track it made it virtually unusable.
He scanned the area, hairs on the back of his neck tingling at the lack of goons or suspiciously scarred individuals. With light feet he padded across the roofs of rusted shipping containers, feet as swift as his parents had taught and in the shadows like he had been trained. When he stood atop the rusted blue container in the left wing of the warehouse, his blue dot overlapped with the red.
He spun down, still glancing over his shoulder in case he was walking into a trap. The lock was newly purchased, indicating that you were indeed here. It popped open easily enough with the lock picks in his sleeve, the make and model a standard in many hardware stores. This could be easy, he could grab you, get you out of here and back into the apartment on the corner of fifth where you belonged-
it was you.
That's what he had to tell himself when the container door creaked open, and his flashlight sent a beam into the dark pit. He had seen bodies in the past, dead or dismembered or otherwise. Yet that didn't compare to the way that his stomach turned to stone in his abdomen just seeing you unconscious. HisHIHis feet thudded loudly as he raced towards you, gloved hands sliding down your bound arms to press against your wrist, his breathing as shallow as your pulse. He takes a deep breath and calms himself, cutting you from the chair you were tied to so he could cradle you in his arms and get a better look.
"I've got one at the docks, Wareson's shipping containers in Lower Gotham. They’re unconscious but alive." He speaks into his wrist, marking his channel as 'open' once more. It crackled to life soon after, Bruce's voice filtered through his earpiece.
"We've got a trace on a few others. Check for a calling card, Spoiler and Red Hood have found other hostages with codes attached, we might be able to get ahead of this." spoke the Bat, and Dick lowered you down gently to take a look.
His hands ghosted across your skin gently, so he didn't disturb any injuries, flashlight gripped in his teeth as he skimmed your clothes. Pulling a small square of cardboard from your blouse, he flipped the playing card over to reveal a bloodied joker and a string of numbers printed underneath.
"Sending an image now." He relayed, using his watch to take a photo and send it back to the cave. He shut his comm line off after that, his head reeling too much to focus in on the chatter from the rest of the team.
An injury to the right side of your head, against your temple. blunt force, left a cut on your hairline.
Your hair was normally a shade lighter than what it was right now.
Bruising around the throat, dark smears and indents in your skin. Evidence of friction marks.
Your necklaces never hurt you that way.
As he looked at you, your breath shallow, he felt that stone in his stomach grow hot. The way your eyelids were sealed shut with red crust, hair plastered to your head with the viscous liquid. Swelling around the lips that curved at him to smile or tell a joke. An arm that was folded the wrong way, the same arm that would tug his arm to hurry him up or reach out to his during sad parts in movies.
Right now, the vigilante Nightwing had failed you, but the one wearing the pain was the bent over form of civilian Dick Grayson.
His eyes tingled and burned, chest heaving before he knew it with scattered sobs. He calmed them down soon enough, the Bruce that lived in the back of his voice yelling at him to get it together, all while chanting over that same old sentence in tandem. 'I told you so. I told you so. I told you so.' The sadness didn't last long however, quickly being replaced with an anger that flushed the skin of his neck bright red. He lifted you up in his arms, beginning the slow walk back to the car so he didn't irritate your injuries. His steps echoed out in the silent warehouse, competing with the racing sound of his heartbeat. As he walked, he was so focused on counting the unsteady breaths you took that he didn’t notice the suit melding to his skin, consuming him with invisible teeth until the civilian part of Dick dissolved completely.
'I told you so.'
'I told you so.'
'I told you so.'
Dick wasn't made to be a civilian, despite how he wore their clothes and played the part of a happy townsperson. He concluded that you were bright enough to live the life of a civilian for both of you, revelling in the little moments of peace that his nighttime job had fought to preserve.
Dick was made to be a vigilante, Bruce turning his rage and anger at the world into a weapon, a tool to shape Gotham and carve out the parts that threatened the lives of innocent people.
Dick was about to show them just how well he had learned to wield that weapon.
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mark v cecil debate is way too polarized for what it is
cecil is reacting exactly how he should react. omni-man pretty much deceived them all for 20 years to the point where cecil was actually “hurt” by his betrayal (yes he might’ve known he was lying, but had no clue what he was lying about — was his planet fake, was his government fake, was he here to protect him, was he even really a viltrumite). mark defenders saying “how many times does he have to save the world for cecil to think he’s good” ignore the fact that omni-man saved their world MULTIPLE times over, and still was intent on committing genocide. the inner-ear device is extreme, but so is the threat that mark poses. this guy disappeared to go help his father on a faraway planet, came back with another overpowered kid, and is talking shit about how “it’ll take a long time for anyone to forgive him,” which implies that mark thinks, on some level, his father should be forgiven.
wanting to forgive nolan for everything he did but refusing to forgive any of the murderers that cecil employs is… super hypocritical from mark, and is exactly what he scolds oliver for doing: prioritizing people he knows and cares for over the world at large. objectively, the reanimen (who aren’t even ALIVE, they’re donated corpses) and darkwing 2 will save more people than they hurt. mark is a killer. oliver is a killer. omni-man is a killer. mark has more compassion in his heart for killers that he loves than innocent people that he doesn’t know.
on the other hand, we the audience KNOW mark is a good guy. we know it’s his prerogative to be offended, even scared, at the idea of cecil having that kind of power over him, over ANYONE that he cares about. mark is 18, first and foremost, and he didn’t get much choice in the situation he’s in (though he does have choice in how he reacts to it, which he did badly because of how morally conflicted he is). it really is as simple as mark wanting to be a good person and cecil wanting to save the world. of course cecil sees his heroes as tools! it’s shocking that none of the new GOG understood that earlier. the guy isn’t lying and acting like he cares any more than he does. mark is very caught up in his own situation — reasonably so, it’s a really fucking nasty one — and can’t see things objectively, and has a sort of entitlement to him that is very normal for a guy his age, half-alien or not. it’s shown when he gets pissed at debbie for sharing his identity with paul, as if it isn’t debbie’s prerogative to talk about her kids, as if she hasn’t been through the same shit that he has regarding nolan. it’s shown when he’s berating oliver for ideas that he fostered when he killed angstrom (albeit accidentally), that it’s not okay to kill even if it’s to save others. no wonder oliver was confused — he’s just following his brother’s example.
on that note… why have a no-kill rule and then be anti-rehabilitation? mark won’t kill the bad guys, but he won’t accept cecil using them to save other people. there’s nuance to the situation, i’m sure, but mark’s flying off the handle because he thinks his might is right. it’s obvious from the pilot of the show, where the moment he realizes he has powers, he tells his own mom to “make him” go to bed. mark has always wanted to be like his father, and he’s trying to find a way to be LESS like him now that he knows the truth, and that’s confusing. his path is diverging unexpectedly in so many ways, and of course he’s gonna struggle. he’s holding onto the only stuff he knows for sure, which is that “good guys do not kill. i am a hero, and i don’t work with villains.” when something flies in the face of that, he freaks out, because he’s losing a moral foundation of his that he grew up on.
i would even go as far as to say the fact that they call him “invinciboy” in the news is kind of symbolic of a moral regression, where he’s just going back to what he knows to be true, and sticking to it even if the ideas clash with how the world has to be — because it isn’t all so black and white anymore, and mark has a hard time slotting himself into a world that isn’t clear-cut.
tl;dr cecil’s idea is right, but mark’s reaction is justified not for cecil’s handling of the situation, but due to mark’s difficulties with figuring out who “invincible” is.
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❤️🔥❤️🔥 Pick A Pile: Let Them Go, Your Ex’s Last Letter To You❤️🔥❤️🔥
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Pile 1
Dear ( Your Name),
This is your ex, and I just want to express a few things to give you closure so that you can move forward with your life, and we can go our separate ways.
Dealing with you was very difficult because I felt there was a lack of true communication in our relationship. Neither of us truly listened to each other, nor were we able to receive what the other person was trying to express. We were both too stuck in our own ways of thinking, convinced that we were right, each trying to prove that our perspective was the most important—even though we both felt difficult emotions.
Existing in this relationship was challenging because, without space for proper communication, there was never room to express our emotions—positive or negative—and reach a place of understanding. It seemed like every interaction led to defensiveness, arguments, ego clashes, and pride getting in the way. Neither of us wanted to set aside our pride and acknowledge that, despite everything, we still loved and cared for each other. It was emotionally draining, and it became incredibly hard to talk to you or express my emotions. There was no real accountability—neither for how you treated me nor for how I treated you. That lack of responsibility made it feel like we were stuck in an endless cycle of unresolved issues.
Looking back, our relationship wasn’t built on a solid foundation. I didn’t feel a strong sense of commitment or trust between us, and that made it difficult to sustain our connection. There was no natural flow—just unpredictability and instability, which ultimately led to a breakdown in trust. And when trust started to fade, I realized I couldn’t rely on the relationship anymore. It became overwhelming, weighing heavily on my shoulders and leading me into a constant state of overthinking, nervousness, and anxiety. It was depleting my mental health.
At one point, I wanted you deeply. I was passionate about you, and I cared so much. But as our issues grew and festered, it became harder to hold on to those feelings. I started to lose my passion for you. I no longer knew if I truly wanted to be with you, or if I was just there without really being present. I lost hope in our relationship, in the idea that we could grow, succeed, or find a better place together. The future I once envisioned for us became unclear, clouded by anxiety and doubt.
The endless arguments, clashes, disagreements, and pride issues—paired with the lack of genuine apologies or true understanding—became too much. I realized I could no longer call this a healthy relationship. In fact, I could no longer call it a relationship at all. So I had to leave.
I know it’s hard. I know it’s painful to let go, especially when there was once so much passion, desire, and faith in what we had. But when the negativity outweighs the positivity, when the light completely fades, staying becomes unbearable. And I’m sorry if I hurt you. I never knew how to escape the damage once things went wrong.
I truly hope you heal, and I hope you can move forward in life.
Sincerely,
Your Ex
Pile 2
Dear ( Your Name),
This is your ex, and I’m writing to express my feelings and offer you a sense of closure.
When it comes to you, I genuinely enjoyed talking to you. Our conversations were refreshing—you made me laugh, and we had great jokes. We could joke around and talk about interesting things, and that’s something I truly appreciated about you. When I was with you, I felt more engaged. Around others, I might have been quieter, but with you, I perked up. I wanted to talk, to have deep conversations.
With you, I feel like we gave up too soon. We let certain challenges overtake the relationship, allowing hard times to weigh us down. Instead of working through the difficulties, we let them make us feel like we couldn’t keep going. I think we both struggled with addressing our problems—we got too caught up in the fun, the thrill, and what we could gain from each other.
Being around you made me feel like I was growing. You sparked new ideas in me, made me want to start things, and gave me a sense that my life was moving forward. I started seeing new possibilities—things we could do together, build together, create together. That’s what I loved about our connection. We shared an energy that bounced between us, fueling us in a way that felt exciting and full of potential.
But that’s also where the problems began. We were so focused on the high-energy moments—on growth, laughter, and the excitement of being together—that when challenges arose, we didn’t know how to handle them. We lacked the skills, the tools, and the emotional foundation to navigate those hurdles. So when problems came, when life happened, it broke us down.
I saw you as a giving person, and that inspired me to give more in return. Your generosity made me want to show up for you, to be more available, to provide for you in ways that I might not have for someone else. I saw your spirit and your soul, and they moved me.
Yet, beneath it all, our relationship wasn’t as strong as it seemed. On the surface, we were there for each other—we talked, we planned, and we felt like good friends. But emotionally, we struggled. Beneath the friendship, there was turbulence and chaos. We could communicate about daily life, but emotionally, we were disconnected. There was emotional manipulation, a lack of vulnerability, and a tendency to hold back rather than fully express what we felt.
It often felt like we were never emotionally in sync. If I was happy and doing well, you were struggling. If you were struggling, I was happy. That imbalance created tension and made it difficult for us to support each other in the way we needed. There wasn’t enough kindness, gentleness, affection, or understanding. We lacked the emotional depth and compassion to truly embrace each other in our hardest moments.
Our relationship was healing in some ways—it lightened our burdens and made certain aspects of life easier. But it lacked the emotional maturity and resilience needed to withstand the test of time. Without that, when things got hard, it became easier to fall apart.
I wanted something solid with you. Something beautiful. I wanted to build a life with you—a future, a foundation, something I could commit to, be loyal to, and even build a family from. But sometimes, even when a relationship has great moments and beautiful aspects, if emotional maturity and resilience aren’t there, even the best things can fall apart.
I hope you take the lessons from our relationship with you. We are both good people, but we both needed to grow emotionally, to develop more intelligence and resilience in handling challenges.
Sincerely,
Your Ex
Pile 3
Dear ( Your Name),
When I was with you, it was refreshing—truly refreshing. Our relationship opened up new emotions within me, sparking my interest in ways I hadn’t expected. I became completely engrossed in the feelings you brought out in me. From the moment I met you and really got to know you, talking to you felt electrifying. Our conversations were deep, like unraveling the matrix, solving puzzles with our words. You intrigued me. You opened my mind and my heart in ways I didn’t even realize were possible.
Talking was the foundation of our relationship—constant communication, laughing, joking, checking in on each other, texting, calling, falling asleep on FaceTime. Those moments were important to us, and I truly cherished them. You pulled me out of my comfort zone and allowed me to exist in a space I had never been in before. You also showed me a level of care and love that I had never truly experienced before. Your soul was sweet, and your energy was comforting. I felt cared for, loved, and at peace in your presence. Your aura was calming, your smile warm. Just being around you brought me comfort.
But then the trust was broken.
The moment that trust deteriorated, everything changed. The relationship became extremely difficult, almost unbearable. It wasn’t just a simple hurt feeling—it broke me. It caused deep stress in my life. Going from constant communication, love, and care to barely speaking at all was jarring. When we did talk, the conversations were heavy, filled with pain. The connection we built—the happiness, the pride I felt in what we had—was replaced by hurt. It was the polar opposite of what we once shared.
I never imagined this was how things would turn out. I had planned a future with you. I thought we were building something solid, something lasting. But when trust was shattered, I didn’t know how to move forward. Every plan I made was built on the foundation of what we once had. When that foundation cracked, I realized I didn’t know how to build a future with someone I no longer trusted.
At first, I struggled to let go. I kept holding on to the future I had envisioned for us, clinging to the hope that we could somehow get back to where we once were. I didn’t want to pivot, to change course, because I truly believed in what we had. I replayed our beautiful moments, remembered how deeply you moved me, how much I learned from you, and how much I valued our connection.
But no matter how much I reminisced, the pain remained. Sitting with that pain, I had to come to terms with reality—this wasn’t something we could fix. No matter how much I had wanted to keep going, I had to accept that some good things go bad, and when they do, we don’t have to hold on to the bad. We can let it go.
I wish you nothing but the best, but this relationship has to be released.
Sincerely,
Your Ex
Pile 4
Dear (Your Name),
When I met you and got into a relationship with you, it felt like perfect timing. It was a moment in my life when I really wanted stability—something I could hold on to and claim as mine. I wanted a relationship I could be proud of, a person I could build something real with. That desire fueled my commitment to you and shaped the way I interacted with you.
At first, I felt like we had great communication. I loved that we could talk openly and maturely. That was one of the things I admired most about you—your ability to articulate your thoughts in a way that was clear and easy to understand. You had a sharp mind, and you were an intellectual, critical thinker. The way you expressed yourself kept me intrigued. You knew how to communicate, how to respond thoughtfully in conversations, and how to make me feel heard. Because of that, I believed we wouldn’t need to argue—we could simply talk things through without letting emotions spiral out of control. I truly valued that about you.
Beyond communication, you had such a kind and affectionate soul. You were emotionally profound in so many ways, and that drew me in even more. Your sweetness, your care, and your intimacy made me want to invest in you, to build a future with you. I respected and appreciated those qualities, and they made it easy to keep coming back to you.
But the relationship didn’t unfold the way I thought it would.
Over time, I felt like there were so many secrets, so many things left unspoken. It seemed like there were parts of you that I could never fully access—things you held back, things you refused to acknowledge. That silence created confusion, and with that confusion came distrust. I started feeling like I couldn’t fully rely on you, like I had to keep my guard up.
It became overwhelming. There was an unspoken tension that followed us, things we both felt but never addressed. And that feeling grew stronger and stronger, making it harder for me to be around you. I felt like I had to distance myself, like I couldn’t face you, because deep down, I didn’t trust you. Over time, that distrust turned into suspicion. I found myself constantly overthinking, caught in a spiral of doubt. I started believing you would cheat—or maybe you already had. It felt like there was always someone else in the picture, lingering in the background. An ex, someone from your past, or someone new—someone you were entertaining in ways you shouldn’t have been.
That feeling consumed me.
I tried to take time to myself, to compose my thoughts so I wouldn’t lash out at you. But I couldn’t shake the suspicion that your loyalty wasn’t truly mine. It felt like you kept doors open to other people—people you should have left in the past. You entertained them, gave them attention that should have been reserved for me. And in doing so, you left me behind. It didn’t feel like you were working with me to build something real. Instead, when things got rough, it seemed like you just went off and did your own thing. And your “own thing” didn’t feel right.
At some point, the honesty between us faded. I showed up with truth, but I don’t believe you did. I genuinely believe there was infidelity—whether emotional or physical, I felt the presence of other people in our relationship. And that energy shifted everything. It created a wedge between us, making it impossible to reconnect, no matter how much I tried. Whenever I attempted to fix things, to communicate, to find a way forward, it never felt like we were truly on the same page. It felt like outside influences had already seeped into our relationship, making compromise impossible.
Eventually, our connection became murky and unrecognizable. We never even had true closure. The ending was unclear—just a slow, confusing unraveling. And maybe that’s because this relationship had simply run its course. It stopped serving either of us in a healthy way. And sometimes, you have to accept that just because something brings you hope at one point in time doesn’t mean it’s meant to be your path forever.
That’s what I learned here.
Sincerely,
Your Ex
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I know that it's a fairly popular opinion that the reason that Ian badmouths Mickey in s6-7 is mostly because the writers wanted us to dislike Mickey and be glad that he was supposed to be permanently gone from the show. However, while I do think this is partially true, I also think that it is veryyyy much in character that Ian says those things and that even if the writers fully planned on having Mickey back in those later seasons, he still would have said what he said.
It basically comes down to the main difference between the Gallaghers and the Milkovichs. The Gallaghers want to escape the southside (at least Fiona down to Liam do), while the Milkovich have claimed it as a part of their identity. They embrace it and are proud to show it off, including Mickey, and even Mandy believes that she will never do any better in life. Because of this, the Gallaghers, who are cocky, look down on the Milkovichs for not wanting to get out of the Southside and see them as more white trash than they are. Ian goes into his relationship with Mickey with this ideology. He's young and wants a boyfriend, and Mickey is hot and gay, so why not?
The problem comes when Ian gets diagnosed. You can see it in 5x10 when Ian calls Mickey the "shit-talking, bitch-slapping piece of Southside trash I fell for" and during that one deleted scene of Ian's dream where he and Mickey are dressed in white and holding Yevgeny. Ian doesn't want to stay in the Southside forever and his dream involves a 'perfect' Mickey, one that wants to hold Yevgeny and have a house together and doesn't cut the sleeves off of his shirts. Mickey didn't initially believe that Ian was bipolar and ignored Fiona and Lip's advice to take him to a hospital to get seen, he's white trash that is happy to scam people with his brothers for the rest of his life. Ian doesn't want that, he wants to have a successful career, live in the suburbs, and grow tomatoes.
After breaking up with Mickey, he's convinced that Mickey would not help with his recovery and mental health. Fiona and Lip certainly think that, plus how is he going to get a good job and recover if his boyfriend is literally in prison and could easily go back?
The problem with that is that Ian is in love with Mickey. Mickey isn't just a shit-talking, bitch-slapping piece of Southside trash, he's the shit-talking, bitch-slapping piece of Southside trash that Ian fell for. Not only that, but the deleted scene of the dream reveals that he genuinely believes in a future with Mickey, and recognises that Mickey is a gentle, loving person, who would make a great dad despite his shitty role model.
These two conflicting ideas are constantly clashing in Ian's head, 'Mickey is bad for me' 'But I love him' 'I don't think I can be where I want to be in life with him' 'I don't want to be without him'. And so, in order to reassure himself, partially through getting other people to agree with him, Ian badmouths Mickey, bringing up the worst of their relationship to convince himself that Caleb and then Trevor is right for him, and a sign that Ian is going to stop being white trash and get out of the Southside, while Mickey would only make him stay.
It's only when Ian realises in s9 that the only person that has made sure that Ian is stuck in the Southside is Ian himself, that he goes, fuck it, I love Mickey and he is a good partner for me.
wow this got super long sorry about that- if u did manage to read this all the way through i'd love to hear your thoughts on whether ian being rude about mickey was in character or not!!
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I love soukoku i love how obsessed they are with each other i love how they refuse to ever let their true feelings show i love how they trust each other to the ends of the earth i love how they are constantly at odds i love how nobody understands each other more than themselves i love how nothing is ever simple for them i love how they can never admit how much each other’s existence means to them i love how complicated they are and how much they want to hate each other and how much they rely on each other and how they both know theyre a match for each other that cant be replaced and i just love them
#bsd#soukoku#this episode is sending me down a rabbit hole of appreciation for just how good their dynamic is#theyre so interesting#i love how much their personalities clash#and yet theyre so in sync theyre unmatched#and their history together makes it just so much interesting!!!#im thinking about them#mypost
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Connor: I am whatever you want me to be…
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Markus: But you're more than that. We are all more than that. You are alive… You can decide who you want to be. You could be free.
will always give me life.
#rk1k#no shade to other shippers I just personally think rk1k is another level 🥰#because Markus is the first person who doesn’t need Connor to be anything else but who he truly wants to be#tbh I love how Markus is generally like this to everyone#it can also be seen with the Jericho crew no matter how much they disagree and clash with him#he never expects anyone to change for him#Markus is the GOAT
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Dexter n twelve doodles !!
#I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC SO MUCH#it reallyyyy scratches my brain#i adore how they withhold this brotherish dynamic where Dexters more cynic undertones clashes with 12s more polite personality#I adore how not even dexters ego can be a stop to lose his shit when 12 or old dex make him impatient#ILL DO MY BEST TO POST MORE TRADITIONAL STUFF lately is my to go method#ANYWAYS#dexter's laboratory#dexter's lab#dexters lab#dexters laboratory#ego trip#number 12#traditional art
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my favorite thing about the originals (and this isn't necessarily from a romantic shipping pov) is the growth klayley had as coparents and how they came to have a partnership based on trust and honesty with each other. we see how he comes to value her - despite their unstable dynamic - in little moments sprinkled in season 1, them bonding over their shared love for their child and equally bloodthirsty natures in season 2, klaus trusting her but still following his own impulses even if he does it out of care for hayley and hope... and then they fell apart pretty violently in the back half of season 2 (i don't think the writers had to go to that extreme but it is what is at this point lol). but then with space from each other in season 3 and gradually learning to be around each other they came to an understanding that they would like working together as friends and partners for hope.
and they both stuck to that promise so well! they have a feral protectiveness over each other - which existed even in season 1 and 2 - and are united by trust. their love for hope overpowers all else but they do share affection for each other as well. on hayley's side this is seen with the way hayley ensures that hope sees her father as a "fairytale prince" with the stories she actively chooses to tell (yes, the priority is giving her daughter more than what either she or klaus had but no one goes to the trouble of saying kind words about a coparent they don't on some level admire and care for, i know this from personal experience). despite klaus's past actions she does know there is a part of him that is good and loving and she remains focused on that side both for her daughter's sake but also because she herself sees and experiences it. she even encourages hope in season 5 to see the best in klaus despite him being absentee and the rumors about him going on a rampage. we also see this on klaus's side, with klaus's determination to keep hayley safe because his daughter needs her, in moments sprinkled throughout the show and especially in season 5, and the way he complimented hayley at her grave which tells us how he truly did admire her.
the way they have changed from back half of season 2/early season 3 is particularly important. hayley is adamant that hope should have klaus in her life and deserves to experience the intensity of the mikaelson love - something she wasn't saying in season 2. she also chooses to be honest with klaus - once again something she wasn't doing in season 2 - by telling him that their plan in season 4 that will defeat the hollow means he will never see his daughter again. despite the fact that vincent encouraged her to lie, she trusts and respects klaus's role as a father enough to refuse to do that. it is really sweet how they have this unconditional, unflinching loyalty and trust with one another.
#now I do like them romantically but I admire the direction the story chose to go#either way a more compelling story than whatever dramatic nonsense h*ylijah were always on#i just loved watching them grow together over the years and how they care about each other#their personalities are volatile and similar which is why they clash but they use those similarities to find common ground#and end up adoring each other in the end#not in love but the love is there <3#my besties my parents my mama y papa#the originals#klayley#hayley x klaus#ironically they don't interact much in s5 but s5 is one of my favorite klayley seasons#hayley marshall#klaus mikaelson#klaus x hayley#klaus x hayley x hope#klaylope
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Rewatching again, and…
… There's no denying that 'Eliot, Parker, and Hardison' are a 'trio' w/in the team, but I'm also subject to an ongoingly increasing appreciation for the 'Nate, Sophie, and Eliot' trio.
#Leverage#I've ranted about this so much#but to me Nate and Eliot are very familial and Eliot is very much Nate's surrogate son#and he's very much a confidant to the 'parents'#I find their relationships and development very interesting#in a way it almost feels like an adult son getting to know a new step mom and finally warming to her if that makes sense?#Nate and Eliot settle in very quickly and subtly#while Sophie and Eliot take some time getting used to each other and their development is more on the forefront#bc Sophie is a verbal person she discusses and listens and learns#she's outward#Nate and Eliot can communicate silently and Nate and Sophie already had a Thing#but Eliot and Sophie clash a bit and I think it's particularly meaningful in moments where he makes the effort to communicate to her#Eliot is often seen congressing w/ the two of them w/ a vibe that's just Different than Hardison and Parker?#and I love it#I love how well the different familial dynamics are displayed in such an unconventional way in this show#it's a unique look at a found family that reflects a nuclear one very much#none of them mean any LESS to each other than the others but their relationships are all different#and I just really love the unsaid detail in Eliot's relationships w/ Nate and Sophie#he's definitely the left arm of the crew in particular Nate's#and he develops w/ and eventually accepts Sophie#Leverage is an incredible study in characterisation and development honestly#Things You Didn't Know Fire was Into
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You know… I’m starting to think that Steve and Loki could work too.
#IM A HUGE MULTISHIPPER OKAY#and I love exploring what others see about other ships#whether they be underrated#overrated#or just crackshipping#AND YOU KNOW WHAT..#STEVE AND LOKI IS…#DELICIOUSLY INTERESTING#of course we don’t get much screen time of them at all#but that’s something I love about these kinds of ships#you only get a snippet of them#and you’re forced to work with that alone#AND also imagine how their personalities would clash#Steve x Loki#St..sto..#stoki??#stoki#sí#avengers#Loki#steve rogers#captain america#marvel
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something i love discussing with others is the different ways people experience kin bc its so interesting the vastness of how everyones personal experiences with it can be. i really dont get people that will be like "kin is only ever LIKE THIS! everyone else is fake!" or trying to act like people with kin past lives (or anyone that "takes kinning too seriously") are crazy. like just!!! how do yall not enjoy the vast and unique experiences of other people!! how do they not fascinate you!!! its INSANE to me
#that being said i dont interact in kin spaces very heavily after i left this one large kin discord server#while i dont miss that (drained too much energy + too many chances for drama)#(or general issues just from kin being so personal and thus discomfort when peoples canons have things that clash with others canons)#but i do kinda miss seeing more about how other people experience kin stuff#and discussing what its like for me more often#also i see sometimes people criticizing the terminology people sometimes use about kinning?#even like the term ''kinning'' bc ppl will say ''its not an action you do!''#and they treat it like people that use terms like that are the kind that kin “wrong'' and act like kin is just ''i relate to this character#but like. kin IS very important and significant for me!#i may not know the exact details of HOW i kin- like theyre not past lives for me but i still AM the characters#i have kin memories sometimes but they dont feel like past lives#n kin itself is very important to me- but trying to figure out what exactly it is if its not past lives isnt important#like idk the functionality of it i just feel it. and acknowledge the feelings. you know#and i just learned kin stuff through people who are more casual with the concept and the terminology used#n just. idk. im tired rambling.#i love how differently everyone can kin regardless of how big or small it is for them or the ways they experience it#i think we should appreciate other ppls different experiences more
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/ Okokokiedokiearchiedokie I'll be trying to cut back to my regular fate shenanigans to not flood up the dash, but thank u all for entertaining the silliness even when we are not in april's fools OITRUOTURTU
#;ooc#ooc#tho this made me realize how much i missed actually writing and#not having to be so obsessed over being overly poetical or stressing about symbolism#as well of whether what i write would work to form a dynamic that 100% works with the other character- sometiems characters clash !#trying to come up with the most suitable blorbo to put in x situation#when it could be just whatever guy and the resultbe up to however that develops#sometimes the chemistry is justnot there and thats perfectly fine! i tend to worry about that so much#on the other hand; sometimes one just wants to write a guy being a silly guy and thats pretty much it!#i missed that feeling in rp! well not in rp as in community wise but more so in my personal regard and how i handle my blogs#i always take rping soooo seriously!! as if it was my job! that is why i always take aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages to reply#im simply too much of a perfectionist and i want everything to fit the way i imagined and get frustrated when I cant convey the emotion#im trying to put on the table; be it because of struggles with sentence structure or bad English days or etc#either way; i'll try to adapt that spontaneity back to my most current blogs lil by lil#so i can as well enjoy it from my end#because do not get me wrong i absolutely love reading u guy's replies; makes my day! get me giggly!#SO YEAH!#i'll be having my separate h.etalia blog so its easier to just pick ur fruits and vegetables#just like with all my other non f.ate blogs; like my j.ojos my h.sr ones; my swords ; etc they all have their lil ... whats the word-#world (?)#anyways live love laugh a.rjuna#(that doesnt make any sense but u get the idea)
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eughhh i feel dumb
#one of my best friends is coming over and ive been ghosting them (like pretty much everyone) for a couple months#and i think im reading into it too much but it seems like shes upset with me? idkk but i don't wanna ask bc if she IS mad at me that means#we have to talk about it and im Not in the right state for that atm#she has every right to be upset just like everyone else but i really dont want her to be#both bc i love her and them and i don't want to hurt them and bc i honestly don't wanna have to answer for it#'yeah every time smth even remotely resembling obligation comes up my skin feels like it's gonna peel away from its body and scuttle away'#like. i should not be terrified of it but it's like my tendons are splitting and i can't close my fist around anything#it all just slips through my fingers. but i still feel like it's my fault#selfishly i just wish they wouldn't ever bring it up. me taking forever to respond and stuff#i don't really like being teased about it but i can't just hurt them and then ask them not to bring it up yk#even if i don't super feel in control of the whole responding and socializing and functioning thing#i am. really really burnt out i think#but i don't wanna make my friends feel guilty for wanting to be around me bc 1) thats normal 2) thats an honor 3) theyre not doing anything#wrong by like. texting me. it's not their fault it feels so bad#especially since im not telling them bc that is itself an obligation#every reminder of something i have to do has felt physically painful more and more#everything from doing dishes to answering texts to cleaning my room to reading a book my dad likes#every day there's a dozen reminders of how im letting the people i love down and it looks to them like i just don't care enough#and in reality my friends are and have always been understanding. i know that. im just getting really in my head about it rn#it's been building a lot this past year. i thought i was getting better but im just.. really stuck rn#ughh i wish i could cancel. and i hate that bc i miss her and i know she's gotta miss me too but we have to talk about the foster turtle#so i cant back out now. aughhhh it's so dumb i feel so helpless and useless every time i think about anything but what's right in front of#me. ive been running from everything much more consciously lately and it's fucking embarrassing and stupid and basically im just feeling.#really really lame. shitty ass body and shitty ass brain and i don't think anyone really believes me when i blame them and not me#i just have to trust in the goodness of my friends more than the badness of myself for hurting them. two titans clashing#ughh anyway. whatever#i wanna talk to one person in particular bc they don't really make me feel that obligation as much but then im like if i respond to them i#have to respond to everyone else. it's dumb. ugh if you read this acm im thinking of you sorry my brain is being difficult <3
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one of the things i find funny now with my past shitty dnd experience is the fact that the problem player only seemed to really care about their own character, and whenever they drew dnd art it would look like this:
#theres a lot of things i find funny whenever i think back on it#its fun to clown on them even tho back then i had so much grief#i dont really like to reminisce on the shitty things that happened but its fun to laugh at how stupid it was#i AM kinda dunkin on their art but its bc they were like 'OGHH I LOVE ALL THE CHARACTERS' but then showed close to no interest in other pcs#they literally treated it like their character was the Main Character and was the center of the world#it was very reflective in their art.#other things i find funny: how they obviously cheated their rolls#they averaged ... 18 i think?#meanwhile the second highest was 15 and everyone else was within 2 points lower of that#and also their infamous '...for what exactly?' question when they questioned me 'getting in the way' of their rp#even tho i was rping my character and having them stop their pc from doin things due to clash of motives#also. i was a text rper. LMAO#ITS JUST SO FUCKING FUNNY LIKE WDYM 'FOR WHAT EXACTLY' LMFAOAOAOAOOO THEYRE THEIR OWN PERSON WITH THEIR OWN MOTIVES.#skypeaks#im so glad i dont feel shitty abt it anymore. its just so fucking stupid#like yeah it affected me but now im WELL past the point of being mad abt it its just. Funny.#on that note tho i hope that whomever this person has hurt can heal as well. bc im sure those other people have had to deal with WORSE imo#i think all things considered i didnt have it that bad. i just had a small taste of their shitty behavior#EDIT: i might make more small doodles with this experience. its just funny to recall so who knows
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Azure Dragoons? Don't know any. I do know a couple of Azure Goobers, though.
#ehehehhee#i've been tinkering with the story of how ysera became an azure dragoon and how she met estinien#cause lord knows the ARR drg quests are so stupid they're essentially unusable#and i don't have much set in stone but i do know that she's full of whimsy and calm + unbothered in all but the worst situations#and it pisses him off lmao#nothing fazes her anymore she's just like :> all the time and he (in his anakin skywalker era) is like WTF!!!!#they become friends in time there's just a lot of misunderstandings and slight personality clash at first#she's teasing him abt something idk maybe she kicked his ass in a sparring match and he's like ...and the eye took an interest in you /why?#ah. i love them#the perspective looks a little fucked here but she IS taller than him. by how much im still not suuuuper sure#but she's abnormally tall for a viera. probably somewhere in the femroe height range rather than the fembun height range (not counting ears#estinien is at a 50 on the height slider but that doesn't feel right. idk i feel like he's taller than the average elezen#same with urianger i can't BELIEVE urianger isn't max height#but i digress fljghldjg#ysera rowan#estinien varlineau#ffxiv#gpose
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